sad rat in snow

it's getting to be that time, and i recently realized there's only one person i'd like to be with, come christmas. i realize that i can't be with them, but that doesn't make the desire go away.

i'm lonely, and i know i would feel better if i could just hug you, and hear you say you missed me.

i'm lonely.

(I'm also angsty...gah! Ignore this tripe! XP )